Motivation to Leave the House!

My monthy contribution to Hopeful Parents

Jacob loves to stay at home and hang out with me.  He has great appreciation for inappropriate TV shows (think Southpark, Family Guy or The Boondocks), and one of his favorite things for us to do together is watch one of his DVDs or stream one of his shows online.  I actually think these shows are pretty funny, and I manage a chuckle or two during each episode.  His buddies also like the shows, so it gives him a socially appropriate reference point with peers.
As nice as it is that my son enjoys my company, I am so ready form him to transfer his in-person social connection to someone his own age.  For young men like Jacob, those that are higher-funcioning on the autism spectrum but not so high functioning when it comes to social-connectedness, it's perfectly natural to hang out with the family.  A fun Friday night for Jacob is for me to make popcorn, order a pizza from our favorite pizzeria, and watch one of his preferred movies like Tropic Thunder or The Big Lubowski.  This is enjoyable for me too, but Jacob will be 18 in September.  The summer I was 18, I already had my driver's license, a car, and a part-time job.  I was paying my own way and making my own plans, and none of these depended on my Mom to make it happen. 
I wonder if this will ever happen with Jacob. 
Mind you, he has made tremendous progress, and his difficult past behaviors now seem like a distant memory.  When he was younger, his impulsiveness was challenging and he'd often do things with out thinking.  Now, I can't remember the last time he run away from me in a crowd or got upset when he didn't get his way.  He's doing well at public high school, he's getting rave reviews from his manager at his part-time Petco job, and he can walk home from school on his own without me having to worry.  This is all good stuff, and I'm very proud of him for having accomplished so much.
Not that I would change anything from the past.  I've been there for Jacob because he needed me to be his advocate, and, given the same circumstance, I'd do it all over again in a heartbeat.  And I think I that for the most part, I've made the right choices even when most of the time it was a financial struggle.  It's almost impossible to work a full-time job when you have a child with special needs due to the demands of your child's care.  In retrospect, it's difficult to remember how exactly I did it.  But I did, and today both Jacob and I are doing really well.  I'll give myself some credit for that.
But, and I say this with all affection, I need him to need me less!  If you count preschool, Jacob has been in school for 13 years, and during this time, I've been in charge of Jacob.  I always saw myself as the quarterback who called the shoots.  For Jacob, this including coordinating doctor's appointments, arranging playdates, attending IEPs, and buying holiday gifts for his team of teachers, aides, therapists, instructors, tutors.  And, as it is now, I'm still arranging playdates with his peers from high school.  But now they're called get-togethers, not playdates.  
Jacob and I have done our time, we've perserved and we've survived.  Hurray for the good things!  But I'm looking forward to the day when Jacob picks up the phone and makes plans to go out with a buddy or a girlfriend without any prompting or assistance from me

Independent from Mom just like a typical teen would do.
That will be a happy day indeed!


  1. Nice blog to reading thanks for sharing such useful information this is very helpful for students who learn online and want Mathematics Assignment .And keep continue to sharing useful information for us.

  2. I can assist you in getting your loved ones released from custody with a minimum amount of time & paperwork. Call Now !! 1-855-223-2423.ankle monitoring los angeles


Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Ten Habits of Highly Successful Families

Why Isn't Anyone Doing This?

Thinking About the Past and Hoping for the Future